is there a fault in my core?

on feeling that no matter what i do, it will never be enough

It's 3am and I'm once again overthinking about things, unable to sleep.

For most of the time, I've never felt like I was naturally talented at something. I often had to try really hard to accomplish something and even then, it felt like my work was mediocre at best. Even when I seem to put effort in it. But I guess the most important thing is that I trie…